very much alive

very much alive september 23, 2019 i haven’t felt dead inside for a very very very long time no i haven’t not really maybe sometimes maybe after an inner whine a cry a stolen kiss in the very nick of time so quiet my head has been so quiet the

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you didn’t know?

you didn’t know what i felt when that moment passed away you didn’t know what i felt when you kissed that last lonely tear the one that went astray you didn’t know what i felt when you lingered just a little too long when your fingers came to know so

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dear mum

WARNING: might be triggering with mentions of abuse, but they are not explicit in any way. Dear Mum, I don’t hate you. I really don’t. I know that you had a hard time.…a really hard time…Yes. I know this.I do.But, I hurt, too. I’m sorry.I know that you did the best you

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when i write (perhaps to heal)

when i write….….perhaps, to heal….i love…. the texture, the touch,the sensation,that….“feel”the gentle “click, click, click” of the keys…….the real deal is what i need.yes,thatenergythe intensity that amazing… ………….propensity ………….to measure……………..so tactile ………………that tickle of pressure…..of pleasureyes….………..this ………..pleasure i treasure………… the tender force………..the power ………..the powerthe pleasure……………….of coursethose……. keys………………………….please…….. delicately tingling…….…………………….the

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