very much alive

very much alive september 23, 2019 i haven’t felt dead inside for a very very very long time no i haven’t not really maybe sometimes maybe after an inner whine a cry a stolen kiss in the very nick of time so quiet my head has been so quiet the

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manicdepression

friday, march 27, 2009 – 11:45pm manicdepression manic depression in this moment i battle depression a darkness without reprieve a darkness without dawn a tension without release an anger directed inside a lethargy without acquittal a black hole without escape depression sensitivity to sound to light to touch to motion

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you didn’t know?

you didn’t know what i felt when that moment passed away you didn’t know what i felt when you kissed that last lonely tear the one that went astray you didn’t know what i felt when you lingered just a little too long when your fingers came to know so

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dear mum

WARNING: might be triggering with mentions of abuse, but they are not explicit in any way. Dear Mum, I don’t hate you. I really don’t. I know that you had a hard time.…a really hard time…Yes. I know this.I do.But, I hurt, too. I’m sorry.I know that you did the best you

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